|Sorry this took so long... i have a lot of work on my hands.
||[Jan. 28th, 2005|12:24 pm]
Transformation by Hypnosis
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So, here are some intresting points that I have found over the time that I have been using this method.
First of all i would like to say gain that this is from my personal experiance, as a lot of you might know the result of hypnosis will vary greatly from person to person. It is a true fact that some people just cant be hypnotised by another person. The reasons behind this are also many and varied, an over analitical mind, certain parts of the brain that dont function the same as other people, subconcious fears etc. A good hypnotist (hypnotherapist) will tell you that you just need to find the, "right way in", but for some people this is imposible.
In fact, when I started out on my.... little quest, after the first month or so with out any results, and feeling that I was not even hypnotising myself at all, I became quite frustrated and was ready to give it all way. That is untill I spoke to some of my close friends about it... at this point i would like to mention a few things about myself so you can gain a better understanding how i aproached it all.
( Small Rant On MyselfCollapse )
So you can guess my frustraition when somthing that appeard simple to do.. (hypnosis/self hypnosis) was not working how frustrated i was getting. So like i said i spoke to some friends (other pagan types) and a few of them offered to help me out with it. So what we found out about me is that to start with the normal hypnotic convetions were just not working at all, so some one came up with the idea to put the basic self induction into ritual form... (yes as in magick ritual done and a circle and all). So after a few re writes, I gave it a go with some very intrested friends looking on, and low and behold, the first time, I was able to induce myself into an extrodinaraly deep hypnotic trance!
And the fist thing I when to work on was my ability to obtain this form of self and induced (by another person) hypnosis out side of a ritual type environment. It was a simple fact that my brain just did not like doing anything with the subconcious when not in ritual (as that is where alot of subconcious accessing is done any way). So in that, i was able to slowly work around my first hurdle.
After that point the logest part was learing how to change my own perception through hypnosis. It was somthing that I wanted to do more than anything else. I know that I if could do it and it woked i would be truly happy with myself and my life. I would finaly be able to see myself the way I felt. So I started with silly little things to see if i could train my brain... i stated out with an apple.... yes an apple. I wanted to see if I could make myself percieve it as a black rock.
At this point i still had not found the Virual Hypnotis program. So I had one of my good friend helpping me by "putting me under" and working through a script that we wrote... and so began the rather funny side of turning an apple into a rock. After the first session, the apple was still an apple... much to our amusment. There was a lot of exlaiming "hey look! an apple". After first few attempts we found that my perception of the apple was not changing... so I re wrote the script so that I still knew it was an apple, but would see and feel it as a rock. My mind did not like changing somthing totaly from one object to another, but it was ok to tell it that it was still and apple, it just looked and felt like a rock.
So I found the key... for my mind any way. I could change my percepton as long as i still knew that the thing i was looking at was still actualy what it was. I could even make the boject feel different, hence (runs his paw down his arm) yes i feel the fur that is there. I still know... that im human... but i dont see myself or feel that way.
So now! where does that leave us, well I don't know.. I hope that this is giving people who read this comm some good ideas. Im going to have to stop here for now as i have work to do. But, in my next post, i will like to go over some script ideas, I wont post scripts here i will link them, but it will give you all a good idea of how to addapt scripts to the way your brain works, and even some exercises on how to find out how your brain is working...